"You never can be too careful", said Peter smiling slowly and
conspiratorially, and reached for his wallet to pay the bill.
They threaded their way through the crowded tables populated with designer
people wearing designer clothes and with designs on each other. Many were
teenagers, rich little things in bright colours purchased in Kings Road and
Sloane Square rubbing elbows with their shy beau's. Make-up freshly applied and
determined to look nonchalant.
There were career ladies too. Neat, ordered people meeting for a quick meal and
to network with a lady friend and to put off the lonely journey to an empty
home. A bit of office work would be squeezed in before sleep paved the way for
their new working day.
Then there were the powerful men seeking to impress with their large bodies
pressed into bulky suits. Their young female assistants trying to decide
whether they should really be on their way home. Some flattered that the boss
was taking an interest in them. Others worrying where it might lead.
The bare brick walls that led Sarah and Peter to the basement were coloured a
dark green with banisters black and worn with use. Following Peter down the
stairs, Sarah thought about how basic and sordid the facilities were. Yet the
cafe hummed with life. For the clientele, the decor didn't seem to matter.
People make places, she thought.
The phone was round the corner at the foot of the stairs. As she made her call,
Peter's fingers lightly caressed the back of her neck. When she didn't pull
away, his lips followed sending icicles down her spine.
She placed the handset back on the rest, eyes briefly focussing on the square
green bricks of the wall. Someone had scrawled the message. "Die now pay
later! Free no obligation trial guaranteed five point plan".
"It's now", thought Sarah. "Go on, take a deep breath and do
it".
But something inside her said "I don't want to - I can't!".
"Remember why you're here", she told herself. "No prevarication.
Just do as planned. Think of
Think of anything? It's just a kiss. Why
else would you be with him? So just do it".
Yet she couldn't put David's gentle smile out of her mind or the feeling that
he was watching her.:
"I'm so sorry - forgive me David", she said under her breath.
Then, gritting her teeth, she closed her eyes tightly and turned around. Her
arms reached around Peter's neck and she tilted her head back, knowing it was
an invitation to be kissed. His lips descended to hers without any hesitation.
His right arm encircled her waist and pulled her tightly to him. In an instant,
the small passageway with its subdued lighting closed in around her. The clink
of cutlery and the chatters of voices in the café disappeared into the
distance. Everything became dominated by the overwhelming sensation of shared
tongues, lips and sharply in-drawn breath. Then, as she knew it would, the skin
crawling touch of Peter's exploring hands.
Long minutes later
echoing footsteps approached and she pulled away.
Then they faded.
He reached for her again. His left hand was entwined in hers and he moved it
showing he wanted more intimacy. Sarah pulled her hand away, firmly, and
instead placed it against his chest inside his shirt .
"I'm afraid you've rather got me going," said Peter apologetically.
"It's all right, I understand", she murmured into his chest, relieved
he had accepted her limits. Satisfied that she'd cast the die. She searched for
the right line to make the next step. So far so good. She looked up at him,
absorbed the tiny detail of his face.
"But not here. Let's do it right. Find me a nice deserted inn when we've
more time. Wine me and dine me, then, when I'm all mellow, we'll go to bed
together and have a night we'll never forget. I know it'll be worth waiting
for."
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